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Grace
I never merited this grace, that when I face upstream I scent the virgin breath of mountains, I feel a spray of mist on my cheeks and...

Bravebutafraid
Oct 9, 20231 min read


Tell all the truth
Tell all the truth but tell it slant -- Success in Circuit lies Too bright for our infirm Delight To Truth's superb surprise As...

Bravebutafraid
Oct 5, 20233 min read


Geological upheaval
"Emotions should be understood as 'geological upheavals of thought.'" Martha C. Nussbaum (referencing Proust) Caregiver Burnout - Ai-jen...

Bravebutafraid
Oct 5, 20231 min read


Appointments
Yesterday I listened to my favorite (and only) podcast, We Can Do Hard things. The episode was a "double date" with Andrea Gibson and...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 29, 20232 min read


Poco a poco
Yesterday was a little harder. I was sick of my own thoughts. I listened to songs that are too cheesy and almost lost it. I tried to get...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 28, 20233 min read


Oh!
Objectively speaking, I shouldn't feel so happy right now. Last week, during a particularly raw and honest session with my psychiatrist,...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 26, 20232 min read


Fiery and fragile
The Mexican Sunflowers are finally blooming. They're one of my favorites: fiery, silky, and somehow simultaneously refined. And the stems...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 19, 20231 min read


Rain
The rain didn't make me sad yesterday like it usually does. Instead, it felt cozy. Both kids were home sick with colds, but they got...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 19, 20231 min read


Winging it
Not a day goes by when I'm not winging it. It makes life interesting, but it's also draining. How to be a good friend, a good partner, a...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 18, 20232 min read


Altricial
C and I had the vulnerability and exposure of a pair of slugs after the rain this morning. On Monday C stayed home sick with a cold, our...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 13, 20233 min read


Structure vs stricture
It was 90 degrees out today, a scorching, bright farewell to summer. Today was productive in the traditional sense. I painted the hundred...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 6, 20233 min read


Decanting the days
An early morning walk. The momentum of women's voices, gathering strength and quietly accelerating down the hill. An evening of great...

Bravebutafraid
Sep 5, 20232 min read


Spider silk
Constant use had not worn ragged the fabric of their friendship. ~Dorothy Parker Sometimes I am so goddamned insecure I disgust myself....

Bravebutafraid
Aug 15, 20233 min read


Living
I am writing for my life. I am writing into my life. I am writing because of my life. I am trying to survive just like every other human,...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 14, 20231 min read


Uncorked
Yesterday morning I walked with my friend. It's been a busy summer, so I've had fewer opportunities to catch up while perambulating...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 14, 20233 min read


Hibiscuit
The hibiscus, or hibiscuit as my daughter used to call it, startled me this morning. It bloomed overnight or perhaps with the sunrise. Up...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 9, 20231 min read


Response ability
In a recent episode of my favorite podcast, "We Can Do Hard Things," the hosts discuss the etymology of the word "responsible." Viktor...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 8, 20235 min read


Off the hook
This picture is me when I threw up my hands a few minutes ago and metaphorically said "Fuck it!" and let my children do screen time...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 4, 20231 min read


Eurydice
When I was in college, I used to think that the poem Eurydice by HD was about a defiant woman, scorned by a lover and forced to turn...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 3, 20232 min read


Tassel flower
Friends invited me to visit a garden today. It's a place of rare plants, sculptures, and ponds built over the bones of an old New England...

Bravebutafraid
Aug 2, 20232 min read
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